I am in total agreement with davey. Lately, it's just like "what happened to my life?" All these requirements amount to dust. And they just keep perpetuating. Everything is revolving around pretenses....

Onto more pleasant thoughts... It is beginning to warm up and the sky is shedding yellow onto the grass, which is slowly progressing into spring. Soon better days will be unfurling before us in idle splendor. Yes, that lazy season we know to be summer. I'm going to be totally bummed if I don't get into this summer arts program. Because Lara and Dave will be gone and I know I'll just be fated for loneliness. Really summer is a wonderful time to be lonely though. I think I'm going to work on a publishable book of short stories. Maybe a novella. I started one, but it's not going anywhere and I think I have to intensify the plot, or at least originate it. As of now it's just an infantile fragment.

I'm so weird today. This kid at school, Perry (ahh.. the best name ever!.. *cue perry mason) was wearing these thrift store pants and he just looked like the epitome of emo simplicity. I was like "can I makeout with you?" But, apparently he is nothing more than a junkie, so my quest for intelligent men continues. Why does ignorance always seem to be present in utter attractiveness? I dunno..

My friend Amanda was talking today about this guy who just met her and is of course, in love with her now. I think God took all the beauty and charm and gave it to her. I don't care though. I just want someone to fall in love with my writings and childish habits and longing for sincerity in nature. Blah. Whatever. Maybe Perry will console me in the meantime.... Haha. So kidding. But Perry Mason? Now there's a genius.